1 00:00:01,200 --> 00:00:03,320 huge . It's everything because I feel 2 00:00:03,320 --> 00:00:05,590 like my grandmother , they've all could 3 00:00:05,590 --> 00:00:07,646 have been killed easily at any point 4 00:00:07,646 --> 00:00:11,040 through her walking barefoot through 5 00:00:11,050 --> 00:00:13,990 two different countries . So um it's 6 00:00:13,990 --> 00:00:15,934 the part , even when I was playing 7 00:00:15,934 --> 00:00:18,101 football it was like a time when I had 8 00:00:18,101 --> 00:00:17,950 those rough days and that's I think why 9 00:00:17,950 --> 00:00:20,172 I worked so hard , I can't quit because 10 00:00:20,172 --> 00:00:21,950 literally they didn't they were 11 00:00:21,950 --> 00:00:24,228 fighting for their lives and they quit . 12 00:00:24,228 --> 00:00:26,339 So if I'm going through a workout I'm 13 00:00:26,339 --> 00:00:28,506 having a long day or we're doing a lot 14 00:00:28,506 --> 00:00:28,410 of carrots , I'm tired , I'm like oh 15 00:00:28,410 --> 00:00:30,410 I'm tired , I'm not getting shot at 16 00:00:30,410 --> 00:00:33,560 though they were legit . They were so 17 00:00:33,570 --> 00:00:35,570 yeah , the fact that they're here , 18 00:00:35,570 --> 00:00:37,514 it's the reason that I got to keep 19 00:00:37,514 --> 00:00:37,400 going .