WEBVTT 00:00.370 --> 00:03.549 So I did the power lifting . So your 00:03.559 --> 00:05.670 legs are strapped in and so you don't 00:05.670 --> 00:07.869 have your legs like on the floor like 00:07.880 --> 00:11.069 the gym . My max is one of five that I 00:11.079 --> 00:14.329 did , but they said I can do more and I 00:14.340 --> 00:16.229 think I can too . I'm just always 00:16.229 --> 00:18.173 worried , I'm going to pop a blood 00:18.173 --> 00:21.750 vessel in my eye . I was racing . 00:21.760 --> 00:24.069 Somebody couldn't control my speed . I 00:24.079 --> 00:27.010 took a wrong turn and I accidentally 00:27.020 --> 00:29.131 fell off a cliff . I had a metal pole 00:29.131 --> 00:31.242 in my left leg and I hit trees when I 00:31.242 --> 00:35.169 ribs and back . I eventually returned 00:35.180 --> 00:37.590 to duty . Then a year later , I 00:37.599 --> 00:39.680 realized that I was slowly getting 00:39.689 --> 00:42.009 arthritis . I was spitting up blood and 00:42.020 --> 00:44.720 I realized I got diagnosed with lupus . 00:44.830 --> 00:46.719 There are so many positive people 00:46.719 --> 00:48.830 around me that saying , hey , you can 00:48.830 --> 00:52.159 still do the stuff you love and , and 00:52.840 --> 00:55.007 he can just be there for me like I , I 00:55.007 --> 00:57.299 don't feel alone like everybody else is 00:57.310 --> 01:00.709 in the injured situation and we're all 01:00.720 --> 01:02.549 trying to get back up .